Being a home-schooler at heart and having had Letitia at home with me the last 1.5years, I have grown so accustomed to her being with me. I miss her at home with me. I have always known how well she does, and that she's doing not too badly (according to the Aussie stuff). You see, homeschooling allows us the freedom to excel at what we enjoy at a higher speed and efficiency while it also allows us the freedom to slowly plod along the bits we struggle with. It's different now in the mainstream system. We have to retrain our thought patterns to fit the masses and their expectations!
It has been 3 weeks now and I have been so blessed with seeing Letitia blossomed in school. She is doing so well, mainly as an encouragement to the teachers as she is the only one who eagerly responds and absorbs the lesson but also, in her ability to do well and excel in class and ESPECIALLY in chinese. Letitia has managed to catch up with 2 terms worth of work as well as have been successful with her tests and assessements.
We have put in the work and being the 'worried' mom, I have asked her to revised but was often told off as she knew the 'stuff'. A few days ago, she went to school for a chinese test, having only gone through the texts ONCE. I had to let her go, reminding her that it's okay if she does not know the answer etc (also reminding me that I should trust her! and that it's okay if she fails etc). She came back with 40/40 in her results!!! I am so shocked, so pleased and so grateful to GOD at the same time. Wow! One more proof that God has blessed her with the father's brains (and my looks!)!! We now only have 8 more weeks to go....I have to relax a bit more!
I am also reminded that GOD HAS answered ALL of Letitia's prayers via the Prayer of Jabez! In all schemes of things, it's the stuff of eternity that we HAVE to strive for (esp when we chose to homeschool), it should not be DIFFERENT, even when we go mainstream!!
Someone out there, remember to keep me on track?!?